Who am I kidding?

I don't feel numb anymore, I feel depressed and rejected. Hell, I couldn't even keep a relationship going for 2 weeks. Sure, it was only 2 weeks, seems like an insignificant amount of time in the grand scheme of things, but for that 2 weeks I was so happy. Now there's only silence. Silence and a 10 minute phone call filled with awkward silences when he told me that he thought that his ex was back and that he was trying to work figure things out. It's not fair. It's just not fair...