Blah. I feel real blah today. Maybe it's because it took me forever to fall asleep last night after reading some people the quiet hours riot act. I have a routine, I like to follow it daily, get up, go to class, come back from class and sleep a while, depending on the day, go back to class, come back and pass mail, catch a meal with some friends and then just relax and spend some time online. But lately all that has become banal. Everything seems so ordinary. But yet, it feels like things are crashing in on me at the same time. Why is this? Why is life so complicated? Why me?