Ok so life isn't going as I think it should right now, but when does it ever? All I know is that when I get myself through this, I'll be a stronger, better person, so I'm sure that it's happening for a reason. I just wish that it wasn't so hard and didn't hurt so much. I've done a bit of crying lately too but tears dry. I know that the right person for me is out there, I just have to find him.